What is the alternative to self ostracization?
A) Giving in to mediocre masses
B) Relinquishing your individuality at the door of the party
C) Quantity of acquaintances over quality of companions
D) All of the Above.
Sorority girl puking in the corner
Cheap beer and music that makes
Conversation indistinguishable
Plastic cups and ping pong balls
Ugly strangers hooking up with
Uglier ones, searching for
Momentary meaning to sedate
Their meaninglessness and mediocre
Existence with a random fuck
And a morning regret.
The lucid conversations of celebrity
Fluff and gossip, skittles and fashion,
Sports statistics, fuck statistics
Too far from the truth, too drunk to care
Torpid adolescents who become stagnant adults
Remaining useless in their existence…
…all makes the emptiness and uncertainty
Sleepless nights and writer’s block
The self-inflicted loneliness of
Misanthropy, the bitterness,
The cynicism and quandaries
Of self-doubt and pitiful loathing
Of those outside your door,
The maniacal internal rants and
Psychotic streams of consciousness
The mental masturbation, the darkness
And seclusion from the hatred of
Those masses of indifferent fools…
…worth it.
