Sunday, July 24, 2011

Summer is a dream and I hope I don’t wake up too soon

Freedom is a feeling often taken for granted by those who know
nothing of adversity, those never imprisoned from life’s voyage.
But emancipated passengers ride life’s journey:
where every moment is random guided by the universe’s logic
but somehow you have faith you’re on the right path
and you will end up where you’re meant to be.
Tomorrow is waiting for your memories while you sleep in anticipation
to awake to the world’s embrace in the warm sunlight of the high nineties
and swim in the river with tanned skin and golden streaks in your hair.
You spin around with arms wide open to catch all the love coming your way
but stay balanced with one eye open and the other dreaming.
There’s no time to waste in melancholy or fear of the unknown.
Life has brought you this far so let go and give into these moments
and everywhere you go you shine and reflect the sun’s brilliance.
Alive in liberty once again and the darkness is lifted from your eyes
to see in water colors and hear the music hidden from your ears for so long.
The night wind whips through open windows and captures your song
sung at the top of your lungs next to your new enthusiast who smiles
at you and makes you believe in love again and the fire in your eyes
never died the passion still crashes against the shore
and you’re breathing deeply to inhale the unbelievable to capture
each moment in your bloodstream and surge through your being
with so much love you’ll explode if you don’t love something.
With your heart pulsing so deep for those around you this summer
you’ll never forget the ocean tides and golden fields
the taste of your new first kiss and how soft his hair feels
you’ll never forget falling asleep when the sun comes up
and dancing all night to the drumming of heart beats
you'll never forget your best friend's smile as you share secrets
spending her last days together so glad she's there with you
feeling your lungs explode in laughter
as the last tear rolls down and evaporates to yesterday
because today is here and life is now and too short to cry
and you need to tear down the old to rebuild anew
though your foundation is laid in concrete and stone
it’s still you beneath the ruins and the beauty shown through all along
all you needed was some sunshine to blossom and grow enough courage
to start living again for yourself to love those who will love you for who you are
and make you a believer in this holy reality too perfect to be true.
If summer is a dream I hope I don't wake up too soon.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Monday

An endless night, a jeep and country road;
he taught me to love driving with no windows
as the cool air of summer’s dusk twirled my hair
he held my hand and smiled.

Out here the fireflies light up the darkness
underneath an endless night sky.
They form their own constellations to follow
and their light guided us home
where we laid in each others awe
and the universe settled my fears
to let go into the abyss of his
painted body; a palette of colors
slender and firm, with the strongest arms
that wrapped around me and kept me safe.

If only for that night and never again
sometimes life gives you little gifts
and even if they last one day
they remind you of the beauty
still left to be found in the world
as if the universe gave you a road sign
that this is where you’re supposed to be
at least for tonight driving in a jeep
on a country road to anywhere.